最近，我的經歷中發生了很多需要思考這個標題的時刻
Recently, My life has experienced many events and make me think if our fate is changeable or unchangeable.
日本發生的地震；朋友結婚的喜悅；與朋友討論著人生的規劃
From the earthquake in Japen, share the happiness of dear friend marriage, to the life plan discussion with some young friends.
連看個電影也不停刺激著我思考
Even the movie "The Adjustment Bureau" told me to think about this issue.
朋友說著：也許，平安愉快就好；然而，怎麼下決定要追或放手，堅持或放棄卻遲遲無法有所標準
Some friends told me, the save and happiness should become your priority. However, there is no standard to tell me how to make decision between giving up and never giving up, tracking the goal and let it be.
我們每天都在做出選擇，有多少時間我們能勇敢地捍衛我們的選擇，並且能夠從不後悔
We make our choices everyday, but how many of them are our choices that we would like to die for them, and never regreat even though you can have a better choice at that decision moment.
我懷疑那種得失無愧於心的釋然，可是我很誠實地了解自己有時那種坐這山望那山高的修練不足
I doubt how people can get rid of the feeling with loss the best choice that she/he can make, however, in the meanwhile, I understand sometime myself had some wonderings with my passionate decisions are not the best one I should make.
所以，有的時候我懷疑著自己所堅持的信仰，卻又頑固地堅持著
Hence, sometime I doubt what I believe, but also insist that in the same time.
對於自己所堅持的: 學術應本著熱情，而非無奈 卻產生 對某種學術沒有忠誠度的論述
I had my contradictory discourse about "Passionate with your research" with "No loayality to any discourse"
諷刺地，這樣的無限迴圈仍然進行著
Ironically, I guess this debate will become the endless loop in my life.
沒有留言:
張貼留言